you misinterpret your existence
sitting amongst your disowned treasures
like the eye of the storm
you never cry without knowing why
you don’t know it’s hard to live
you stop breathing to
keep yourself alive
in this liquid window
that can’t hold anything in
you forget
who you never will be
you misinterpret your existence

~bw

This poem came from Fourteen Sad Lines. When I felt blocked, I went to that poem, and reworked it by trying to come up with an opposing piece line by line.

In my cup
From my hands
To my mouth
Coffee
Magic beans
Brew me up
Coffee

~bw

I’m at a poetry standstill. 🤷🏼‍♀️

Is this what I’m left with?
This final destination
This pit in my gut
This aching at the base of my skull
Living in limbo
Waiting
Wondering if the light will ever shine

Waiting for the axe to fall
To chop me into two distinct selves
The one you think I am
And the one who hides in darkness
Shivering
Waiting for the end of everything
Created by my own necessity
Not knowing how to stop
To stop it from falling
Like an apple from a tree
Rotten to the core
This hidden me
Trying not to rise
It hisses and rattles
Venom and spit
It’s all that’s left
Of empty

~bw

How do you shrug off what you can’t remember? Do you just let it dissolve into someone else’s recollection?
As if there’s a memo
Evidence without a frame
Your last word a crime
absent
away

A dish with out a spoon
A clattering key
A misshapen reality
A distracted song

The little dog sighs
At the cow’s benign lies
As beneath the moon
It moos

~bw

this poem is stuck in my
craw
denying its
existence in
knotted threads I
unravel and pull then
sputter and
spit nonsensical
bile scattered
phrases that
refuse to
connect

there are no dots

~bw

nothing will be okay

everything will

stop breathing

why

nevermind

but yeah . . . sometimes it inspires thought

what inspires thought

cessation of breathing

what’s wrong with you

you never ask the right question

I get lost

me too

what

~bw

A conveyor belt of clouds
rides across the Rockies
painting her ridges white.

~bw

Expecting the worst
Toxic traces of anxiety feed on me
This waiting feels cursed

Somewhere in the universe
A prerecorded destiny
Expecting the worst

Life in reverse
A parasitic mystery
This waiting feels cursed

Let my angst traverse
This ever sliding scree
Expecting the worst

This repeating verse
Will never set me free
This waiting feels cursed

This inclination to asperse
Echoes like a banshee
Expecting the worst
This waiting feels cursed

~bw